Well, I had many things I had hoped to do and many people I had hoped to see this extended weekend, but that all went Kaput , so I have been by myself and not much enjoying it. About three more weeks to go with the Various Terrors at work at the junior high school, then I have one week to get ready to go to Oklahoma with my parents for a family reunion.
This last week I ran into ( not literally , unfortunately) Linda Raney at the public Library. She is one of two people most responsible for my year-long leave from UCSB and my PTSD. Oh yay! i don't even know if she recognized me , but I did her, and made trax rather quickly. It is amazing how very white-hot angry I got -- how much I wanted to smash her face in ! so , I have had a recurence of symptoms lately
I am almost finished reading John Elder Robison's Look Me In the Eye about his Asperger's syndrome experiences--- it has been an entertaining read. I also finally watched "Lars and the Real Girl", which while okay , did not live up to the high hopes I had for it . I enjoyed "Juno" much more.
Have you ever felt like everyone else around you is moving forward -- getting married, having children, changing careers or houses, while you are just some hamster stuck in a wheel, going nowhere?? This is how I feel all the time. And I don't know if there is or what to do about it .
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